UPDATE.

Hi. i haven't blogged in ages, have I? well here's a wee update for you all, not that you're really interested in the slightest, but oh well:

had school interview thing - LEFT SCHOOL. - scary. sat and did nothing for a couple of days. SHOPPED. ran out of ca$h - how cool am i using a dollar sign as an s. hah - started looking at college courses. applied for a few. got a couple of letters back, with interview dates. - they arein a few days time - looked for a job. got a full time job at urban outfitters. -- ATE LOADS OVER THIS WHOLE TIME. LOADS. christmas and new year, they were alright, better than expected.

think that's basically it. now, i have to think about what i'm gonna do. college, or stay on working? go back to school.. yadayadayada.


snow, snow, snow.

everyone seems to be sick of the snow, and wondering why it's still here. EVERY other year, everybody wants a white christmas and all the white stuff to make snowmen and have snowball fights, but now you're moaning about it now you've got it.

is anyone actually happy with what they've got? wanting what you can't have, seems to be a classic human trait. why can't we just be happy with what we have. i'm not saying don't try and better yourselves or whatever, but really, there's no need to be so miserable half the time.

CHEER UP, yeah?

i have.


and i know, that there are a lot of people who are miserable, and stuck in a rut, and think there's now way out. but there are loads of people, getting on with there lives every day, who've had lots to deal with, that they shouldn't have had to, that don't go on about it all the time. i think they deserve a mention, for how amazing they are.



was that enough of a rant? hmm..


p.s retail is not for me. for the rest of my life. but retail therapy will always be apart of it!

goodnight, godbless, i'm glad i blogged, theres some things you just need to get off your chest eh?
x

forgot password. hah.

how silly am i... i kept forgetting my password, so haven't written a blog in ages. but here i am now, so never mind eh!

had a good day? i hope so.


things at the moment are not that good. i say at the moment, i mean for ages, they have been shit. - but i really need to stop this outlook i have at the moment, it's a bit depressing.

things could be looking up though, think i'm getting to go to college in january and/or do something for a while, then go back and do my highers next year. it's all a bit scary to be honest.

HELP?!

i have the weekend to think and prepare, before i have a meeting with the school ( argh. not good times. ) so need to look at course options and things. i'm just in a bit of a dilemma. i don't know what to do. or what i want to do. i don't even know what i'm allowed to do. so it's all a bit rubbish, but it will get better.

there's a nursing course i could maybe do, or a fashion business one.. not seen anything else really. i'll have to have another look.

ANYWAYYYYY.. off that subject.

i started making a dress last night. i really like it. i had to stop, cause my eyes got too tired i couldn't thread the needle. and i couldn't find the ones that are easier to thread. was very unhappy. but still, i might even wear this dress, cause i think it's going to be good. i have also made a couple of bags.. but theyre not really bags yet - they don't have handles/straps yet, cause i wasn't sure what stuff to use. i'll figure something out though. i shall post pics if they turn out half decent. they probably won't, i just want them to.

ALSO.. i'm gonna start christmas shopping, and get it all over with. - shock. i'm usually the one who doesn't have half the things i'm meant to by christmas eve. p.s i can't believe i'm saying the C word, and it's not even december.

i have loads more things to say, but i don't know if i know how to say them, so i better not chance it, getting blogger's block. plus, i think this post is long enough for my 'comeback' blog. haha.


p.s i'm glad it's an inservice tomorrow, woohoo. three day weekend. yum.


bye bye x i'll try not to leave such a gap in between blogs in future. and remember my password.

x

i should be asleep.

i really should be asleep. no joke. instead i'm half watching jonathan ross, and tweeting a little bit, and writing this. i don't want to miss jools holland. but i have things to be doing tomorrow. bed is calling.

- shakira is crazaaaaaay. shewolf.
(sorry for these inevitable sidetracked thoughts)

anyhoo, i made a ring tonight, and i'm really rather proud. it's not really something i'd normally wear, but it's a start. i think i now have a new career in mind, i do think i'd quite like to be a jeweller.. what a job!!

my eyes are getting heavy, and i'm awfy tired, so i'd better go before i start rambling on about something even more uninteresting to you poor readers, (i don't have a guilty conscience, there are only a few of you) so, goodnight xx

back to blogging.

okay, okay.. right. here we go, yes, ready.. now? well done me. here we are, what to write.. ahh, yes!

finally got round to this blog business. i have set up about before, and kept forgetting about them, so hopefully this one will be a little more successful. For my first attempt, (on this one that is) i'm going for short and sweet.

i'm alison, (you may know, or have guessed. it doesn't take a genius to work it out) and i'm 16. I've probably only got this far on this blog because twitter keeps crashing. grr. i'm an addict. twitter and tea addict and i am a massive fan of food, i'm surprised i'm not about fifteen stone sometimes hehe.

i appreciate lots of things, like, erm.. tea! ha. but no, little things like being the right temperature, that's always good, and thoughtful people, and politeness. i do not like rude people. books. i think they're possibly the best entertainment you can come across. well, when you're in the right frame of mind for it anyway. wee trips out with people, going for tea and cake and some shopping (typically of the window variety, due to low funds!) and lazy days (the kind that you don't feel like you've wasted a day) - they are god. music, music is a good one, cause there's always something for everyone, whatever mood you're in. and i really like playing the piano, and i'm sorta proud of the fact i've never had a lesson, ever, yet still manage to work out a few wee tunes on it.

there are things i really do not like, like rude, brash people, that i just don't have time for, although sometimes find myself having to put up with. they are such happy times! (p.s i'm sarcastic, watch out for it in future, especially if i say something like 'my dad is such a nice man' - i will definitely be lying then. so there's a wee head's up for you.) i don't like higher chemistry. and i don't like how stressful life is at the moment, it's not going that well, but that's just the way it goes i suppose. oh and i sorta don't like the fact that people can read this and i don't know who they are, and it's about me. nice. i don't like how my mum appears to have a hatred for glasow, and i never end up going there, even though i really like it, and it should probably have been mentioned in the paragraph above, along with stephen fry + other's. oh, yes, my forgetfulness sometimes, that really does irritate me quite a bit. as does the fact that i said this blog would be short and sweet for my first offering, and it blatantly is nothing of the sort. ah well, whatchagonnadooo?
righty ho, that's enough i reckon. i'm going to see if twitter has fixed itself yet nanighttt chaps x