forgot password. hah.

how silly am i... i kept forgetting my password, so haven't written a blog in ages. but here i am now, so never mind eh!

had a good day? i hope so.


things at the moment are not that good. i say at the moment, i mean for ages, they have been shit. - but i really need to stop this outlook i have at the moment, it's a bit depressing.

things could be looking up though, think i'm getting to go to college in january and/or do something for a while, then go back and do my highers next year. it's all a bit scary to be honest.

HELP?!

i have the weekend to think and prepare, before i have a meeting with the school ( argh. not good times. ) so need to look at course options and things. i'm just in a bit of a dilemma. i don't know what to do. or what i want to do. i don't even know what i'm allowed to do. so it's all a bit rubbish, but it will get better.

there's a nursing course i could maybe do, or a fashion business one.. not seen anything else really. i'll have to have another look.

ANYWAYYYYY.. off that subject.

i started making a dress last night. i really like it. i had to stop, cause my eyes got too tired i couldn't thread the needle. and i couldn't find the ones that are easier to thread. was very unhappy. but still, i might even wear this dress, cause i think it's going to be good. i have also made a couple of bags.. but theyre not really bags yet - they don't have handles/straps yet, cause i wasn't sure what stuff to use. i'll figure something out though. i shall post pics if they turn out half decent. they probably won't, i just want them to.

ALSO.. i'm gonna start christmas shopping, and get it all over with. - shock. i'm usually the one who doesn't have half the things i'm meant to by christmas eve. p.s i can't believe i'm saying the C word, and it's not even december.

i have loads more things to say, but i don't know if i know how to say them, so i better not chance it, getting blogger's block. plus, i think this post is long enough for my 'comeback' blog. haha.


p.s i'm glad it's an inservice tomorrow, woohoo. three day weekend. yum.


bye bye x i'll try not to leave such a gap in between blogs in future. and remember my password.

x